Ive Done So Bad.
:(

It Was My Birthday Yesturday.
So Ate Quite A Lot.
But Recently Have Been Eating Loads.
BUt Now Im Back To School, I Wont Be Eating Lunch BreakFast, And Try And Get Out Of Dinner, :D
Just Need The Strength To Get Out Of Food!!
And Stay AWAY! :L
Ive Got 3 Lbs Untill My GW.
So Gunna Try And Get That By The ENd Of The Week! :D
Wish Me Luck xxxxx

 Ive Eaten a house,
well it feels like it this past week,
its all the christmas food and treats and snacks just on the coffee table,
but as of from tomorrow when im home,
im getting straight into a fast!
and the gym is calling my name! 
havent propally excercised in a week! 
i feel huge,
my dad wont let me out or anything,
so next week is going to be 
Focus Focus Focus!
Need the thinsporation!
Hope everyones been better and are getting through the christmas disaster,
and had a "fun" christmas,
minus the food.
love all you guys x

Haven't Been On Lj long, but just to say ThankYou,
To everyone thats helped,
even when not saying anything,
just reading your comments help me realise what i want,
And the thinsporation helps alot.
Just a massive Thankyou to all you guy's.
And Merry Christmas To You All x 

grrr why am i such a failure!!
all ive done is eat eat eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really annoyed. :(

but have planned my week for after christmas! which im going to stick to! as i just feel so HUGE atm!
my belly looks pregnent! and before about 5 days ago, you could see ribs! but not now! agh! stupid food which controlls you! some things taste so nice but the after thought and happenings are horrible!!!! but then you just cant eat anymore after binging as your afraid! chirstmas lunch tomorrow! and chocolate! going to try and eat hardly anything! and boxing day im ice skating so will be excerciseing it off! and will be distracted by food!
sorry fr making it such a long comment.
i just havent been feeling good. and its starting to ruin christmas! the feeling of obesity!
agh! :(


hope you guys have been feeling and doing alot better! stay strong! its the one day of the year thats terrifying yet such a happy time of year! 
love you all.
Think Thin. x
and.

Merry Christmas :)

havent wrote on this in ages,
as my sister has been suspicious of this website,
shes like what is it? im like urmm dont worry! shes always watching!
and because i havent been on this wesitee ive been doing SOOO bad :(
ive eaten everything :(
cant even weigh myself. i cant anyway as i havent got a scale here.
in the new year ive got a new gym membership so im going to the gym on mondays and wednesdays and fridays! and have dance annd running and walking the dog on the other days!
cant wait!
by the summerr i want to be SUPAAA skinny :)
wooo!


hows everyone else been doing over the christmas period??
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Ahh its not a long comment today!
ive done okk! i havent eaten anything! and when i tried a choc from my advent i chewed on it and spat it out! just to get the flavour but with no cals! :)

im gunna go watch the victoria secret fashion show now!
and do some sit ups and stuff.
didnt get to walk my dog tonight.
too dark! Grr!
anyway! hope everyones day is going great! :) another day of fasting tomorrow! cant wait! :) xxxxxx

Im so annoyed at myself :(
had a show today, so was like no food only water minimum! easy right as were rehearsing and performing??
NO! everyone brings food as were here all day, so everyones piggiing out in breaks, with mc dnonalds and chocolate and sweets and CRAP CRAP CRAP! i see them all pigging there faces out and makes me feel ughhhhh!! but then they offer me some.. at first im like no i dont like it ( LYYIINNGGG!! ) and then further on the day i have one sweet! and it cracks!! i ate.. in one day!!
110 cal cake tart thing!!
3-4 jaffa cakes! dont no how many cals 84 think?
these choc bisuits about 20 ish! omg! 20 cals eaccchh!!
so ashamed! :(
and ive just had a 159 cal dinner!
im so upset atm!
i feel full up! which means im fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going to the gym tomorrow! if i can! and ive got dancing. and walking the dog! and im going to watch the "Victoria Secret Fashion Show" for full on thinspiration, which will make me think omg i want to be like that and i wont eat ANYTHING!
good idea huh??:)
tonight im going to do some skipping! and some sit ups!
Gawwdd feel awfuk! :( fasting tomorrow! all week if poss! weekdays are so much easier! weekends are just fooood fooood fooooooood everywhere!
anyone wanna fast too?
aghhhhhh annoyed with my self. why am i like this????




love youu all. hope youuve had a BETTER day than me! :)
Tt.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Today is going to be a new start! (Again :()

minimum food possible! infact none at all! i won't even have time anyway! doing a singing show thing today. and have rehearsals all day. so thats all good : )
i hate my self from yesturday! a massive 830 calories!!!
im used to not eating above 300ish!
aghhhhh!
will get back to normal again tho!
i put on 2 lb! :S grr! so now onto 97lb!
do not want to get over 100lb!! no way! i would cry if i did!
but christmas is just round the corner!! AGHHH!
:(
i feel happyy today really. ive done some skipping. and going to do more in a sec. im walking into dancing.. and then im going to do another 40 minute dog walk like yesturday and then some sit ups and more skipping! cant wait! :)
hows all your dayss been? x

Aghh my mums making me dinner.
and im like NO!!!
i was like im not hungaryy, and its bad to eat after 6pm!!

shes likee eat something, its fish with potatoes!! even worse. and omg ive eaten soooo much! ive had about 500 cals with 2 choc digestive buscuits a hot cross bun! grapes! and sweeets! its likee get with it!! ive been doing so well.!
grr! 
im not going to have dinner! im not eating nothing tomorow! i have a show tomorrow so will be occupied with dancing and singing! wont need to eat, just have water! : )
i dont want to weigh my self either grr.

xxxx